Saturday, September 09, 2006 / right. anything.
/blankyy was cut by chocolate. 7:05 PM
Friday, September 08, 2006 / me uses 2 coms at once, everyday.
/blankyy was cut by chocolate. 11:58 PM
Thursday, September 07, 2006 / wow and mtg
/blankyy was cut by chocolate. 1:07 PM
Wednesday, September 06, 2006 / munnies
/blankyy was cut by chocolate. 6:12 PM
Tuesday, September 05, 2006 / stupid people! never help my LAN setup..
/blankyy was cut by chocolate. 10:17 PM
/ the princess fell down.
/blankyy was cut by chocolate. 7:14 PM
/ this is the uber long post. happy?
today i got two new books to read. The Boy in the Striped Pajamas and Mao's Last Dancer. As you can tlel from the titles, they are both books of history. Both close to World War II. One is directly related to Hitler and the Nazis, the other during the "reign" of Chairman Mao. I finished The Boy is the Striped Pajamas in a little over an hour but have not yet started Mao's Last Dancer. The Boy in the Striped Pajamas is pretty boring until the end. The would-be epilogue is pretty sad. [spoiler warning] some quotes:
He looked down and did something quite out of character for him; he took hold of Shmuel's tiny hand in his and squeezed it tightly. 'You're my best friend, Shmuel,' he said. 'My best friend for life.'
And then the room went very dark and somehow, despite the chaos that followed, Bruno found that he was still holding Shmuel's hand in his own and nothing in the world have persuaded him to let it go.
Gretel returned to Berlin with Mother and spent alot of time alone in her room crying, not because she had thrown all her dolls away and not because she had left all her maps at Out-With, but because she missed Bruno so much.
this is a sad story i guess, and also goes to show the 'rubbish-ness' of the Nazis and the uselessness of descriminative leaders. or else known as bastard leaders.
There was a boy, a very strange enchanted boy. They say he wandered very far, very far, over land and sea, a little shy and sad of eye, but very wise was her. And then one day, a magic day, he passed my way and while he spoke of many things. Fools and kings, this he said to me. "The greatest things you'll ever learn is to love and be loved in return."
I just wanted to say theres now a boy i think of day and ngiht, more than any other thing in the world. the song 3am, by Busted reminds me of him. the song Make Damn Sure, by Taking Back Sunday reminds me of him. everything, anything and nothing all make me think of him. he is my everything and i love him. nothing will ever make me stop. except myself. he was the only person to sms me this lonely night. he made me remember how to love.
this house is quite horrible really. and its really freaky and nasty at night. not in a good way. but it IS 3 houses in one wtf. it semlls funny though and theres a big fat black cat that follows me at night. scary, really.
but, living in such a freaky house made me realise a few things. first of all is that i dont like warmth anymore. and im not at all interested in being near my parents. the warmth and love i once needed and crazved for, (due to deprivation,) have now become redundant. i neither need nor want them. i would choose a big empty stone castle anytime over a cosy log cabin now. i would walk that extra 2km just to get to my bedroom, just for my privacy, stone and solitude. then again, maybe i just want friends.
bao, zhu and me are the only people i know with dual citizenship. woots.
soon i shall write and send the letter, and create the certificate.
Wednesday, 30 August, 2006
I went online at 8plus today. And talked to kangan, pernjie and my baby changchang. then i tried to sms someone. i thought it got through but apparently it didnt. sighh.. couldnt seem to get any message through to him. and i have my phone on 24/7! it was just that one day that my mother wanted to contact me so i had my phone off. and so just now i was online at wuishins house. changchang was jealous. hehe! i now live halfway between wuishin and daniel chang. my mother asked me to go visit daniel chang or something. lol. wuishin was silkroad the whole time! ahahhaa. oh and i was mistaken. apparently changchang DOES bother. just that he sleeps pretty late. haha. he smsed me twice already! awww... so sweet.
lol. now changchang, bao and me are all maplestory mages. changchang is going to be ice lightning, and bao and me will decide later who cleric and who fire poison. most probably me cleric because im already used to being cleric.
and kangan is so sweet! seen his blog? http://spvn.blogspot.com
thomas is so bad to me! ):
today i saw brians high jump. OMG! his scissor is DAMN zai. its crazy. he can get over 140 easily just with that. omgomgomg. higher, i didnt see. his high jump reminded me of nic kang until he got to 135 and was still using scissor. and he looked so cute.. MY highjump of course, was a COMPLETE failure. (: i tried it once and gave up.
but i seriously am healing and getting back into sports. and now that i run to and from school, i can train just by going to and from school. anyway, for my 200m, i was using about 60% effort, and got a VERY late start, but i still got a timing of 30.07sec. woots! triple jump was only 8m, but im not a jumper so who cares.. i did look at everyone else's scores though. hehe. and i got the best for all running and second best for all the jumps. throws, i didnt bother with. im a weedy little piece of algae. hahahaha.
i want to download apocalyptica.
and on the way home today i bought a pizza and ate the whole thing by myself. almost. hehe. 1 slice had to be given away to a friend. cos she came with me to buy. ahahhaha.
apparently, im sarcastic, pessimistic, cynical, analytical, and just plain wierd. oh and sadistic too. #@%!@!@#! im not sadistic. i just would love to watch you have your head ripped off. x) but i guess i have to agree with the rest. sadly. ): but then, it makes me pure entertainment so why not? :DD yay! i am now officially capable of loving someone. eeps! ahahha. well, one day, i'll teach him to live on and love the halfpipe too. with BMX, rollerblades and a skateboard. and iceskate too. and he can bring me along to play rugby! xD
today jammy pissed both me and krikri off so we were ignoring her.
i love all my precious little bunnies. promise to takecare you ALL. :P
Thursday, 31 August, 2006
I dont want to go to school again. it just suckszxzxzxzxzx.
in science ********, i caught timmy (the acsi idiot) staring at me, and i was like WTF? and in chemistry, there was a test, which of course i did not know was going to happen. the teacher cheated. i mean i cheated. because the teacher asked me too. he wrote 7% of the answer on my page!!! and from that 7% of the questions i couldnt do, i solved it all and am now going to get 100% for my test again. ._. wth.
jamilla is a bitch. ._. sighhh. and it was so funny when aquiel ran around in just underwear. x)))))ran around the whole humanities block and in and out of my classroom. then was cornered by the idiotic and retarded teachers. #@%!@#%@ stupid teachers!
bao dont forget to get me jewellery and the photos of zhu etc please!
depressant date rape drugs are for necrophiliacs, you know? thats what i say anyway. i mean, the girl/BOY is asleep! completely oblivious to everything around them! doesnt that make them as good as dead? NECROPhILIAC ALERT!!!!!! xD
oh btw these few days since we moved house ive been sleeping at like 12am. damn early right. thanks. (:
Friday, 01 September, 2006
8.55pm - intriguing. so it didnt last very long after all. both of us have had enough of each other already.
I might close down my blog after this pretty much if theres no one interested in reading.
i DID have a nice post for today, but theres no point putting it up. I doubt anyone will even read this post.
i DID have letters about to be sent to someone, but theres no point in that either. so i wont bother.
but heres the post for today anyway.
my english teacher said he thinks im the fastest reader hes ever seen. yay i rock.
oh and my name is in the school magazine under award winners. a few awards and stuff.
and i have two litres of mocha to drink within 12days. amazing!
aww thanks changchang. x) for caring and smsing.
11.55pm - im currently watching The Girl Next Door. why? i got no idea.. which reminds me that zhu has watched my favourite movie of all time. ._. wow. nice one. and its still my favourite. for how many years now?? 2 years at least. i seriously recommend every single person in the world to watch this movie.
Saturday, 02 September, 2006
12.00am - yay lesbo action! i loveeeeeee it. (:
which reminds me. i LOVE my new speakers! so much lighter, so much smaller, so much cuter, so much nicer on the whole, with more features too. everything is so much better!
me changed my mind. its time i focused on doing what i want to do. studying, playing games. no more bothering with boys that try to be more than friends. except changchang of course. if no more changchang, im going to just stick with my studies and everything, and then go wherever, etcetc.
The Girl Next Door is the cutest film EVER.
and i keep listening to changchang's favourite songs. and suddenly have tons of chinese music which is due to zhu's influence. of course, bao's favourite songs are my favourite too. sorry bao.
freaky. mh has the same teeth as me.
3.15pm - i just watched Aeon Flux. what a loser. and i think i must be a hopeless romantic. i seem to see the romance in whatever movie i watch no matter what it is. it seems that every single movie ever created was about romance. from Battle Royale to Aeon Flux to DareDevil to Hellboy. its ALL ROMANCE!!!!!!!! especially Aeon Flux. oh and The Girl Next Door is MAJOR romance too. Aeon Flux is such a sweet movie.. awww..
10.30pm - woots im such a loser. i type this "diary" all day and ofcourse, no one reads it! wow! and once again i changed my mind. yayyyyyyyy. and maybe i cant sleep due to the reasonably large intake of mocha flavoured drinks i consume. but then again, 1 litre of mocha flavoured milk cant be that bad. in one whole day. which means.. how long? oh, about 6hours. yea.. 6 hours is one day. i actually went to sleep earlier, but that woman came into my room to take the cordless phone and woke me up by turning on my light. NOOB! doesnt even know how to see something without turning on a whole light. NOOB. anyway, about the changing mind thing, i think i finally learnt how to turn my "titanium + steel + platinum alloy shields" into partially permeable membranes. intriguing.. yea. i'll give you what you want without letting my "plant support"/"defence" down. and, it seems, without all the idiotic muddy stuff too.
sighhhh im bored. wheres my internet.. gimme gimme gimme. in fact, im going to test the internet once more right now.even though im 90% sure it wont work. theres still that 10%.. and yup, it doesnt work. yay i should go play dota ai shouldnt i. or do some homework. or read my story book. or go for a walk. nahhh its too scary to go outside. x)
Sunday, 03 September, 2006
1.30am - its so interesting how much baobao and changchang love each other. :P im so nice to give them similar names. repeat their surname twice to get attention! xD im sooooooo bored ok. thats why im "blogging" so much. "blogging" being typing crap in wordpad. lol i just checked internet again. still no have. sighhhhhhhhh............ did i mention im reading The Amazing Maurice and his Educated Rodents? yea well i am. good book. with an easily hatable girl. woots! oh and i think im trying to write my book review on eldest right now. oh nvm, im not. infact, im going to sleep soon i think. ahhhhh nvm that too. im watching Aeon Flux.
1.50am - im watching The O.C.. AhaHA. wheres my sms from changchang?!?!
2.50am - im still watching The O.C.. WHERES MY SMS, CHANGCHANG?!
3.00am - walao baobao! its 3am! i where got call you?! another gf isit?! @$#!@$!@
ok fine the second sms with my name makes me think you ARE talking to me.
no! maybe youre just covering up knowing i cant call! you got the wrong girl! walao!
..starts with 86 walao. YOU AND YOUr stuPID GIRLFRIEND! loser!
3.20am - HMPF! WAAAAAAAAAAaa. wheres my sms from changchang?! ):
and stupid bao flirting with his gf. idioticccccc.
3.25am - YAY my sms! and ya im still watching The O.C.. nice oneeeeeeee. (:
3.35am - k i got my sms. im happy. i go sleep liaoooooo. which reminds me. i need to go train my arms.. majorlyyyyy. i must go do alot of pumping. yayyyy. since my legs so niceeeee and strongggg. ya so go train arms. ._. oh damn. hehe. and might as well do situps too so i wont look disgusting when i strip. xD more important is arms. and now i walk to and from school everyday so i should run instead. and run everywhere. YAY! i wan nice strong armsssssss tooooo. then i can throw you in the rubbish bin! whoever "you" is. sounds like minghan. ): which reminds me that he owes me photo.. and bao owes me photos of some hot guys. :P
3.50am - bao i wan my vids and photos walao!
8.15pm - im giving bao alot of my VERY precious items. drawings ARE meaningful. they DO hold MANY memories. and i cant believe it. im sending my most prized drawing EVER. if bao doesnt return it to me when we meet im going to cry. definitely.
oh ya. jingcheng, i moved house. ask me for address. and im sending bao my necklace.. sighhhhh i'll bet it'll turn out just like before.
Monday, 04 September, 2006
12.00am - waiting for changchang's sms.. writing bao a letter..
and just now i was looking for some new message tones, and i realised that there are 2 tones that bring back ALOT of memories. stuff that makes me wish i hadnt thought. i miss those times. alotalotalot. hearing a little tone getting louder and louder and running into my bedroom to read a sms from n.k and then smile.. and basically times when i would get and send a few hundred sms a day simply because i could. sighhhhh.... sometimes i wish i would really forget.
/blankyy was cut by chocolate. 7:04 PM
Monday, September 04, 2006 / uber long post coming
/blankyy was cut by chocolate. 11:45 AM